“Hey! This is the first time I’m sharing this story because I have a good feeling to share it here.

I’m a male, when I was 5 years old my parents asked one of the girls in the youth (S) at church to look after me, S was about 22 years at the time.

One Sunday afternoon S was taking care of me while my parents were out. We watched a movie but during the movie I started to become touchy cause as a young child I was already intrigued by a woman’s body and was craving to explore it.

I started touching S’s boobs but she didn’t say anything as if I were completely invisible, then as I moved down to her pants she said “what are you doing?” and I just looked at her like ‘oh shit, I’m in trouble’ but then it was absolute silence and she got up and went to take a shower and I continued to watch the movie but I couldn’t stop thinking about what I just did and how badly I wanted it, but then after the shower S came back completely naked and she started giving me oral sex. My mind was blown, it felt like a dream. I also had sex for the first time that day and discovered I could cum!

It was an amazing experience and it’s a memory I can never and will never forget. Our sexual relationship continued for over a year until I found out S was in an affair with my dad and eventually had a daughter with him, who is now my baby sister “M”

Although we no longer speak, I’m grateful that I got to experience sex at such a young age. I’ve had multiple positive sexual encounters since because of my prior experience with S.

I’m 25 now and I’m a Pedophile. When M turned 3 she’d started to visit my side of the family and since that time we developed a close sibling relationship, however I’ve shown M a couple of things over the years her mom taught me and she absolutely loved it. We had sex multiple times too and It made our relationship so strong. We always get compliments from other people saying they love how close we are as siblings, some even say they wish their kids were as close as M and I, but they don’t know the type of love & effort we put into our relationship.

M still visits me or calls me everyday! M is a pedophile too and is currently studying medicine. We continue to have a tight bond and trust each other with everything.

Bottom line is that me and those around me have nothing but good memories when it comes to youth-adult relationships and I believe that governments, institutions, religions should not try to control and set limits to the types of relationships we can build and have with the Children and Adults around us.”

– Anonymous